2:47 PM Sunday, April 26, 2009
You. terribly disappointed with what kind of person you are. i guess trust is not a word that exist in your dictionary. Whoever with you in the moment right now will be the most important person in your life. I feel terribly sorry for your lack of intelligence. May god bless ur brain.
You. Don't use a nice cover and sorry words to cover up just how things are. It's not a flaw. Everyone is that way. You are just covering up your shit with flowers. I can still smell you a mile away. I don't know what to make up of you but i cant be bothered anyway. I don't know you and i do not wish too. You are not exactly the most lovable person right now around here.
You. People walk in and out of your life all the time. You can decide whether the person stays or go. Chuck them out if they don't mean a thing. But if you feel they do. I'll respect your decision. Be happy my friend.
Friday was okay. End of my first week of work. End of seeing some people. Meet new ppl like vic. Vic was nice. And drunk. Freaking sober before i cant even get drunk. I'm pissed off with some people. What a bloody big mouth two headed person they turn out to be. You right, my life is as complicated as it is right now. They last thing i need would be for you to messed it up even more right now. I'm sad but what can i do? Out of sight out of mind. I guess since i will not be seeing you around, you can freaking be gone finally.
Weekend is ending already. Back to work on monday again.
Urgh boredom.
4:09 PM Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Got me hoping you'll page me right now,
your kiss got me hoping you'll save me right now
Looking so crazy in love's,
Got me looking, got me looking so crazy in love.
Got me looking, so crazy, my baby
I'm not myself, lately I'm foolish, I don't do this,
I've been playing myself, baby I don't care
'Cuz your love's got the best of me,
And baby you're making a fool of me,
You got me sprung and I don't care who sees,
'Cuz baby you got me, you got me, so crazy baby
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I'm starting work tmr!
no more slack life, no more clubbing life on wed, no more void deck fun, no more hanging out till wee hours in the morning, no more crazy rides, no more pubs, no more supper, no more chalets, no more alcohol, no more fun.
And no more seeing of you i guess.
But look on the bright side, i'll have more income, more things to keep my mind occupied.
I'll stop thinking stupid unrealistic things, less time being emo, less time pondering wondering what if?
Time to move back on track and stop wondering what if.
bye fun.
bye love.
Labels: beyonce crazy in love
9:33 PM Wednesday, April 8, 2009
The soup variety is quite good there.
Hang out with baby and he dressed up so smart for the first time haha.
ps. i wanna go clubbing again! where are my girls!
