Birthday is coming soon!
like 1 more month to the big 21st.
I'm suppose to be happy & excited but i'm not.

& here i am sitting down, not knowing what to do for it.
Should i make it major but i'm worried friends cant attend than i'll be feeling damn down,
make it a small scale celebration but will i regret later?
Feel like fuck caring it & kick the occasion far out of my mind.


My blog/life has been picture-less, non eventful for the past 1 month plus.
I feel ........ bored.
Work is seriously good and i wanna be committed and be good at it,
i also wanna party and go out but i'm scared i'll messed the peace i have now.
I see everyone moving forward with their lives and i don't wanna get left behind,
i wanna enjoy things with my friends and move forward too.

urgh, my thoughts are just one big piece of !@#$%#.


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On a happier note, payday is coming!
MOMO will be revive after the 31st bwahahaha,

Been craving for pizza hut's sweet and spicy drumlets,
TCC's salmon mentaiko, Sushi Tei Salmon Mentaiko.

Need to buy alot of things also, like need to replenish make up,
grab free samples online (i heart BB cream)~
buy new heels, crocs shoes, blazer, tops and get non baggy jeans.

oh yeah,

& get new specs as well. Bored of the current one.
I saw on a magazine there's a new shop in iluma that sells specs with very chic design,
plus you can "zheng"?"zeng"? swarovski crystal on it.
sounds pretty eh?






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Lies.
does having the right reason makes a lie right?
I don't understand that theory and i guess i never will.

we used to be just like twins - so in sync, the same energy,
now's a dead battery,

used to laugh bout nothing,
now you're plain boring.
I should know that you're not gonna change.


We may not be just like twins but it was easier to laugh with you around.
i feel more comfortable,
the perks of being able to tell and share with you everything and trust you.
Makes breathing abit easier, makes the aches of faking lessen.

Never told you things like this,
it's wayyyy to mushy urgh.


Hope things will be well for you.
I miss my friend.

Work - lunch - work - surf facebook - work
go toilet - smoke - work - go home - watch tv - sleep

*repeat x 5days*



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That's basically my life for the past 2 weeks.
no clubbing only this once i went to drink, and surprisingly im quite alright with this sort of life.
Weekdays there's 5days work to keep me busy and weekends baby will be there for me.
It's just tiring though not able to rest properly during weekend.


Met up with Uncle david and we had a good meal at Makan Sutra,
Yummy Black pepper chilli crab, omelettes, Seafood noodles,
chicken wings, sambal fried kang kong.
Fion came along too, free meal for that lucky girl haha.
But you're crazy la, walk to everywhere.
I puck? my own crab for the first time in my 21 years of life,
haha made such a mess.
Went drinking at amber after and had a talk with uncle david,
things are not that well at his work too.


Went for Ikea MEATBALLS with ah nai nai, ika and yogi on Sat,
the meatballs still taste so heavenly to me. I wanna go again this week =D
CINDY ONG HAN QI
I want the pictures you owe me nownownow~~
Left4dead after I was ownage as usual muahahaha,
Cindy was the 老鼠shit like always.
Making me laugh like mad whenever you do something.
Pity you had to leave earlier or you could go have supper with us.


Sunday is well spent with baby, just enjoying the fact that he's out with me.
Anything is delightful as long as you are there.
You owe me two piggy back rides and a trip to ikea!
Monday we caught UP with weiliang, ec and baby in 3D.


i likelikelike =D

The dog is like the cutest thing la.
"i love you master~"



Another long weekend past so fast, time never seems to be enough.
But my mum check and told me there should be like 2 more P.H that falls on sunday coming this year.




Long weekend wait for me ~~